mesmerised
Friday, March 23, 2007 @ 7:42 AM
Dang. I'm waiting for Shinyee's arrival. Okay so the plan was to hail a cab and fetch her. SADLY, all the taxis were shift-changing or whatever term they call it. However whilst waiting for an available taxi, i saw this guy cycling vigorously in a full speed in front of me. He drew my attention, well partially because he's a caucasian. THEN behind him was another, slightly relaxed, MY MY I AM MESMERISED! He is sooooo pleasant looking! Damn he's charming you know. Then our eyes met.. GOSH! He's really wow (although it was dark). I can't explain that undescribable moment.. And he turned back twice as he cycled away! Okay me too, i turned to him twice as he cycled away but that is not important. I was afraid he might fall off that bike.
BAD THING WAS, my hair was all up for goodness sake.
Awww man, i wish i could see him again =( even if we do, i doubt we'll be able to recognize one another.
Leaving aside, i was previously in a cold war with Js. Mainly because of the incident in Yuppie Polytechnic.(I forgot the name so i'll just punch in this adorable name) And i seriously cannot stand it because he's such a great guy. *clears throat* I DO NOT LIKE HIM but i do not want to lose him as a friend. However we had been ignoring each other since then.
Anyway, As i was saying, since we had been looking at each another with awkwardness for long, i, Stephanie Juniarta, decided to deign myself, cast down my pride and *shrugs* talk to him by lending him my electronic dictionary during the torturing chinese lesson. IT WAS HARD OKAY! Fortunately he didn't ignore me =)
Aside from all these, today i was REALLY captivated by what the counsellor said.
"Why make life difficult for others when life has got enough difficulties?" Why make other people's life miserable? I wonder to myself when he said this. Then it reminds me of this girl, who *sigh*, i'm so afraid of her. She seems so nice and all but yet, i can't believe she did this to me. JEALOUSY KILLS. Look, popularity is not gained by hurting others. Nevertheless, i don't care if you made people detest me, because i've got my TRUE friends by my side. Especially my best friend, Jesus =)
You can NEVER, i repeat. NEVER BRING ME DOWN.
