Peixin, this is for you
Tuesday, May 15, 2007 @ 2:37 AM
WE HAD CHINESE LESSONS THE WHOLE DAY! Can you imagine how boring that was?! OMG i nearly died inside the class. Anyway i quarreled with Peiyi over a stupid piece of Chinese paper!! HAHA that was funny. And Peixin is back to school!
Let me hear you cheer!!
Okay this is a pretty sad story, and i'm sorry if i offended anyone but i just have to write it down. --persistence here.
Peixin is a girl from our school who was diagnosed with Bonghuhu (Sorry i don't know what the illness is either) last year while she was in Secondary 5, which was supposedly her last year in Secondary School. Thus, she had to stay in the hospital, unable to take her O'level and was only back last month.
According to my god-sister, she was always bullied by her friends due to her physical appearance. I don't know whether it's an advantageous or detrimental thing that she doesn't think like most people around her age, but her character is so POWERFUL.
I mean, 11 years full of humiliation, can you imagine how it must have hurt an ordinary person? Especially for a girl. And then she got ill.
Even fate wouldn't let her escape.
When i was helping her just now, i saw this scar on her thigh which really.. It nearly forced my tears to trickle down. "It must have hurt a lot." I thought to myself. But this girl's personality is so dynamic that i can't help but to look up at her as my role model. True, she is not physically pulchritudinous, she's not mentally smart either, but she has got this impact that gave people a message to be strong. Moreover, when i asked her, do you enjoy being here, back in school? And despite students' hostile stares at her, without hesitancy, she replied a yes.
Unlike some people whom i happened to know who despise people. You will never be respected, this, i assure you moronic asshole!
This entry is so full of compassion (except for the last paragraph, of course). I know i, Stephanie seems like a heartless villain most of the time outside. But trust me, i have conscience too, and i'm pretty benignant. So please don't judge me if you don't know me. If you hate me still, then press the alt+F4. It does wonders.
