National Day eve
Wednesday, August 08, 2007 @ 4:56 AM
Today's the 8th August! =DD We celebrated Singapore's 42nd birthday in school. Tiring day i'd say. I had hoped for something totally different though. Basically, a celebration without the tiring walk early in the morning.
As if we're not consumed enough!
PLUS, my beautiful little half-day turned into an exceptionally hectic day because we had to stay back for our English consultation with Mdm Choo till 4 when i could be lying on the bed snoring at that time. All because of distinction. But it was worth it. I used to dislike her so much that Peiyi and I always gossiped about something we're uncertain of as long as it was connected to her and something scuzzy.
Anyway, i'm sorry if i have been acting pretty weird in school? Occasional mood swing. Haven't been having fantastic days. Especially at home. Maybe i'm just not the home material. Not a good daughter nor sister.
This afternoon when i heard Mdm Choo telling us of how much i've changed, i reflected on my miserable past too, and compared. Her opinion of me changed and i felt really glad. How i wish my parents would even tell me this, to stop criticizing. But that's just my wistful thinking isn't it? Besides, i'm the last child, the "unfilial", the "ugly" one. To love the rest of my siblings more is justly. *shrugs*
RIGHT. Blubbering wouldn't help anyway.
Who cares! I'm happy despite all these =) There will be somebody else who'll love me more next time anyway ^^
ASIDE!! I'm watching Secret, Jay Zhou's bu neng shuo de mi mi today! I heard that it is really good. Guess you guys should catch it too! Will update you guys on it! =)
