Dear Shu Ling,
Tuesday, November 06, 2007 @ 9:23 AM
The previous post was deleted as it was done in a fit of rage. I saw Shu Ling's blog and I felt very bad. I think something was really wrong with me today and I'm sorry SHULING. You know like when you have a bad day, even the most harmless cat makes you want to barf kinda thing.
If you're a bitch, then I'm a bitchier bitch than you. And I'm not even sure if that word exists but yeah. It's just like, the feeling is like, as if you're holding a very high hope but it turns out otherwise. That's why I felt mad, I guess.
Oh! And the reason I stayed is not solely on the Korean trip. It's a dozen tons more than that. Aiyah, forget about that trip! Who cares about that trip anyway!
It's like when I felt very down, you were always there for me. Now I'm like, turning my back against you. I don't even know how this stupid quarrel came about, but it's definitely, at least 60% my fault.
Cause deep deep deep deep down I really really truly LOVE you till the day my great great grandchild is born.
PS: This post is absolutely not done irrationally.
