Now flamers,
Monday, November 12, 2007 @ 7:17 AM
It's amazing how some people live their life isn't it? To broad over something that was like.. *phew* really LONG.
Yeah yeah, I'm a coward, I deleted your tags. I'm such a coward that my name and face is revealed while your name is a P? Gosh, modern Mommy sure knows how to give names.
It seems like the 6th November post, (the one done irrationally) had caused major indignation to some people. No wait, ONE people. As I've said, this is my blog, and I don't think I need to explain to every single reader what I wrote in my everyday life. ESPECIALLY, when it is done recklessly.
I know that things shouldn't have been done due to overwhelming emotion. But hey, I'm a girl, and girls are hoooooooooooooo, BAD at controlling their emotions at certain times.
Firstly, I would like to clarify that I DID NOT scold the girls. Scold means raved at them, which I obviously did not do. I was ticked off by them, and I did not scold, I expressed my emotion, not reprimand.
Secondly, I apologised to Shuling online because I really love her. (I love Jessica too) I want my blog to stay with me, really STAY even until I have a family. Because I want to remind myself, and not forget who I was, or who I am in the future. I want to remind myself how precious our friendship was and how far I was willing to go to have it back. If you are a regular reader, you would have known why I kept this blog. Which obviously, you aren't and thus, I don't think you have the right to say "now I know what kind of person you are."
Thirdly, I went out with Jessica that afternoon, do I have to state online because of one little sentence I commented about her? It doesn't make any sense. Moreover, going out with her means we've made up duh.
Fourthly, perhaps I've hurt Sining in some ways by the things I said, but it was MY opinion of her. Unless you are Sining herself, I don't see why you should get so worked up. Plus, you are not even me, you don't know what happened between us these four years. And i'm assured that you, don't know the both of us very well.
Lastly, the reason why I deleted the post is so that I would not be reminisced of all the unpleasant memories when I looked back. So that the people themselves who had not seen would not continually feel upset. However, people like you really have no idea don't you? Consistently trying to dig out, to be a wisenheimer, to stay in the past and magnify it? Why? So that you can be a hero? Or so that more people would get hurt?
My point is, even though blogs are opened to public, no visitors have the right to slam any blogger because of his/her opinion, because my dears, you are not the blogger themselves. A third person can never understand a first person's feelings. Unless you're God of course, which is weird cause I can't imagine, God, sitting amongst the cloud, surfing www.xquisitedoll.blogspot.com. Moreover, God does not have to surf the net, he knows each and everyone of us inside out but let's not get to there.
*interlude*
Anyway, Shuling, Peiyi, Eleanor, Shinyee and I watched the sneak preview of Bratz the movie.
The movie was fine, just OK material. Grrr, to think that my anticipation - since September - ended up with only an OK. Nonetheless, the four Bratz were pretty! Well, maybe except the blonde one. I mean, blondes are usually gorgeous in girly shows, but this one was pretty.... different? Ha! The show is pretty shallow though, I recommend you to watch it! That is, if you're under the age of fourteen. Except for the Meredith girl of course. She is too sexy for a kids' show if you ask me.
