By looking at the title, sigh* Well anyway, today's the day my parents are going back to Indonesia. FINALLY! Guess i'm still not very used to their presence. But anyway, she decreased my pocket money to $20 per day =( But it's okay because STEPHANIE IS GOING TO BE THRIFTY! Nevertheless, when they went out, i can feel the door shut in silence. And loneliness filled my heart once more. Have you ever felt like you want someone to be with you, but when they are, you quarreled with them?
Well anyway today during Geography period, i kinda exploded because of what one of my classmates said. My Chong was saying that some people who are poverty-stricken earn only about $2 per day, then he commented "because they are noobs". HELLO! It's a misfortune okay! It's not like they want those mishaps to happen onto them! Okay i know i shouldn't get all agitated but it's really mean! And when Fion was talking, he shouted "shut up" when he's practically the noisiest in class. Geez, what's wrong with him man?! I mean he used to be mature and all and i really like that about him. But bah, nevermind, i shall do my work! GBU =)


Just came back from Chinese New Year celebration. I saw Kym this afternoon and she told me she broke up with her boyfriend . I feel sad for her even though i'm still angry for what happened between us the other time . I regarded her as a good friend , but she'll rather spent her time and money on a GUY . Despite my sincerity , she took advantage of my kindness . I don't really understand myself , nor do i understand the people surrounding me .
There's this quote " be yourself because people like you for who you are " Is it true ? Having spent my 16 years in this world , i thnk this conclusion is wrong . People do not like you for who you are . They like you for who they want you to be and this is the stone-hard truth .
At this point of time , i wish i could just leave Singapore for somewhere else right now .


I'm addicted to HANAZAKARI NO KIMITACHI E ! At first when my friends told me about it i was like , okaaaayyyyyyy .. But now , omg i just love Japanese -> Taiwanese drama =) But at the same time it really increases my desire to go Taiwan and Japan ! I guess i could understand why some people really like dramas . In dramas , most of the things go according to plan . The cool handsome guy finally accepted the plain silly girl . The rich lady fell in love with the pauper . Ahh ~ how wonderful are lives there -- Therefore , i'm going to Japan and Taiwan after Os !! YAY ! Only for 3 months though ^^V




I've been really exhausted with school lately. Yesterday was the worstday in my life. After Biology period, my form teacher, Miss Wu just came to me, confiscated my socks, took away the rubber band around my waist and tore out my skirt. How great.
And the most annoying thing was, she insist on me walking around school like a new born nerd. I wanna emphasize on the word INSIST. She does not allow me to wear my jacket to cover myself. She prevented me from pulling my skirt as it looks really hideous. And she specially had to escort me back to PAC with three classes inside.
How annoying can a teacher be. Oh trust me, she's not the WORST. I just want to graduate as soon as possible instead of staying in a school where they do not seems to know their priority. THINK, what's the point if the school consists of people who tucked in their shirts, wore long skirts, appearance wise, perfectly a SAINT but when they're out they create havoc. I'm so sick and tired of going to school.
And taa dah! I have to cut school in order to get a new skirt. Thank you TEACHERS. (urrgghhh)
Man, i miss USA =(

Stella Stephanie
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