uncertainty
Thursday, October 16, 2008 @ 9:34 AM
I am sorry I haven''t been uploading my blog. It's just that, life has been too busy for me and at the times when it decided to give me a time-out, my brain refuse to dig up the best blog entry to be jotted down. Well, not that this is the best entry, but whatever.
Life has been OK for me since school started.
I am currently taking:
General Science (GE115), Michael
Fashion History (FD155), Jim
Salesmanship (FM 237), Fred
Store Operations (FM219), Deb
OK, so maybe, after I re-read this entry... maybe school's stuffs is not exactly the most interesting topic.
Not that my life is excruciatingly boring.. No. It's just that everything that has been going on right now is too hard to be narrated.
But oh well,
Is it possible that an eighteen year-old wise young lady (HAHA officially the most brazen statement) do not understand herself?
Because strangely, as I grow older, I am strating to doubt that the "me" that I have been self-proclaiming - or at least self-assuming - is not the real me, and that I am starting to realize how little I understand myself...
I hate it.
Because of my uncertainty, I hurt people, and these are the people who love me.
And whatever I did to make them feel better, I aggravated it. It is the kind of steps when you tell yourself that it is the best solution, and voila! does not turn out to be how you thought it was going to be.
OK, I am done conveying my thoughts.
PS: I love Vancouver's nightlife.
OK. Shut up Stephanie.