my confession
Wednesday, November 19, 2008 @ 10:35 AM
Have you ever dreamt of starting your life anew?
Have you ever wanted to improve yourself?
Have you ever experienced what I am about to jot down?
Before I came to Seattle, I really thought that it would be the perfect opportunity to change my old-self. Initially, all I wanted was a local best friend, a good result and a well-controlled bank account. To me, these three are probably the quintessence for my life in Seattle.
However now that I am here, I have not accomplished any of this three, well, except the good friends part, maybe. As for the rest... my results have not been satisfying, and the balance in my bank account is continuously used frivolously.
Almost every day, my indolence would eat up my plans, Almost every week, I would be purchasing something new, and almost all the time, I would be trying so hard to please everyone.
I hate sounding so helpless!
I just want to mark this day, this post, as my turning point in life.
And now, I am going to start by turning up to school ON TIME (yeah, I, Stephanie Juniarta, "never fails to turn up late" according to one of my instructor). So I got to go take a shower now =D
So yeah, wish me luck!
