WARNING: The content of this entry may cause outrage.

Good evening readers, it's Halloween!

Halloween here is so different from the years I have spent in Singapore. In Singapore, you know its halloween when the owner of the condominium sent out a note of Happy Halloween and to whether or not the particular unit wants to participate in the traditional "trick or treat". Over here, Halloween is promintently halloween because on the 30th and 31st of October, peeople are noticibly walking around with costumes.
So what is so outraging about this entry, you may ask?

No, definitely not this I assure you.

Firstly, I want to ask you people, how many of you hate stupid people? Like really stupid. When I say stupid, I do not mean mentally challenged. I meant, more like the blockhead kind of stupid..

Because I absolutely loathe them.

It is just the only thing that my tolerance is not able to take in somehow.

An example?

OK, so let's say you're studying with Agnes. Agnes is a typical dimwit, who decided to spend some quality time with you and thick books of Chemistry. And when you were deeply engrossed in solving that difficult question, frantically scanning the chunk of words on the book in hope of finding the answer, she interrupted. Naively looking at you and ask
"Which are the questions we are supposed to do?"
"It's in the syllabus just look at it," while still searching for the answer.
"Um, I don't know which one is it.."
"On the 3rd page of our syllabus"
"Is it this one?" while pointing at it in hope of you regarding her by glancing at the page and give her a cue of confirmation.
"Yeah." OK, just lost your concentration and the line you were reading.

Second scenario?

Let's say you are in the restaurant with the person you loathe (call her Beatrice), who somehow fancy patronizing people. You are in the restaurant with your companion and Beatrice.
Suddenly your companion started blabbering all of your bad habits to Beatrice, and also, talked about how you were rejected by the university that you applied to.

Now how do you like them dolt?


OK.

I'm in the process of re-constructing my blog right now, amidst of all the endless (and procrastinated) assignments, in hope of getting back my spirit to blog!

You know, like New Year when you get those new clothes which signifies new life and/or improvements. That is eactly what I am trying to achieve.

Anyways, as I was browsing through blogskins.com, I noticed that many of the skins are usually on the extreme left of the page, leaving empty space on the right side of the window! It bugs me, honestly, it does. And being a perfectionist does not help either..

I found this adorable little (well, not little, but i'm just using the word to emphasize it's cuteness) blogskin, which made me clicked the "preview it" button enthusiastically in hope of finding the ultimate skin for my fabulous blog.

HOWEVER, as what my nightmare had depicted, the picture was too much on the left!

If you do not know what I meant... THAT'S ALRIGHT, I have pictures for the um, graphic-minded people.

Isn't it like awfully adorable?! As you can see, the cloud moves!!

The only thing is the picture alignment! (for the 10th time I'm mentioning)
ARGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!

And this problem - well at least for me, it is a problem - applies to most of the skins at blogskins.com!

SAD.

Do not worry people! I am going to find a perfect cute-sy adorable dainty little skin, cause I'm in the mood for cuteness.

Till then, I got to do my Salesmanship homework because it is due tomorrow!!

PS: I am not being ungrateful for criticising the skins, it's GREAT! It's just... I'm a horrible perfectionist (ASK SHULING/PEIYI). Overall, the skins provided by blogskins.com are really pretty and innovative! *****



UPDATE: My new skin is done!
I told you it was going to be cute~~


First of all, Happy Birthday Hellena =)
On the 25th October, we celebrated Helen's (Hellena's) birthday in the Ruth's Chris Steak House.
One week before that, me, Stephanie Juniarta Tjiu decided to come up with the most brilliant idea ever! That is, to create a Helen's Day, which will consist of a proper dinner, and of course before that, clues and challenges (with the help of Ani!).
Basically, I spent my time doing this instead of doing my Science homework =X
It turned out pretty great actually! She was mad at first because both Andre (her companion for the day) and her had to walk around virtually the whole of downtown for approximately 3 hours in order to eventually reach the dining place and by that time, her hands were full of flowers and balloons. Fortunately everything turned out great. I really hope she is happy cause she's like my new lover! Well, Ani and Helen, which explains the title of this post.

Here are some photos from the actual day.

Anyways, I am really delighted about the whole thing, but OK, this is really weird, at the same time, I am pretty much intimidated of what other church members may think.

Ani and I talked and realize that by creating a special day for Helen to spend quality time with her, we are excluding the rest of the church members which left me pondering and pondering and nevertheless feeble... somehow.

Originally this whole thing was meant to be a "quality-time-day" but people seemed to presume that we are celebrating her birthday which is not even the case.. That is the reason why I chose Saturday (25th) instead of the 26th (Sunday) or 27th (Monday), which is her actual birthday. It is solely because I thought that our church members would want to celebrate it with her on Sunday while her family would like to celebrate it on her actual day, 27th October.

Apparently by doing so, we are considered to be ostracising people.

ARHHHH! I am so confused! Like seriously....

AWRY..!

You know what?

It is really a good thing I have a blog.

Then I could really blabber, narrate, jot down all my thoughts without bothering other people!

And to think that I wanted to delete this blog! Sheeesh..



I am sorry I haven''t been uploading my blog. It's just that, life has been too busy for me and at the times when it decided to give me a time-out, my brain refuse to dig up the best blog entry to be jotted down. Well, not that this is the best entry, but whatever.

Life has been OK for me since school started.
I am currently taking:
General Science (GE115), Michael
Fashion History (FD155), Jim
Salesmanship (FM 237), Fred
Store Operations (FM219), Deb

OK, so maybe, after I re-read this entry... maybe school's stuffs is not exactly the most interesting topic.
Not that my life is excruciatingly boring.. No. It's just that everything that has been going on right now is too hard to be narrated.

But oh well,

Is it possible that an eighteen year-old wise young lady (HAHA officially the most brazen statement) do not understand herself?

Because strangely, as I grow older, I am strating to doubt that the "me" that I have been self-proclaiming - or at least self-assuming - is not the real me, and that I am starting to realize how little I understand myself...

I hate it.

Because of my uncertainty, I hurt people, and these are the people who love me.

And whatever I did to make them feel better, I aggravated it. It is the kind of steps when you tell yourself that it is the best solution, and voila! does not turn out to be how you thought it was going to be.

OK, I am done conveying my thoughts.

PS: I love Vancouver's nightlife.
OK. Shut up Stephanie.

Stella Stephanie
HELLO :D







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