more than words
Wednesday, April 29, 2009 @ 11:04 PM
OK, I am going to disobey my 'To Do List' book and skip on Fred's homework to write this entry.
Have you ever had a true friend?
Sometimes, at a certain point of my life, I feel so friendless.
Maligned, betrayed, backstabbed, hated, misunderstood.
I feel like... people misunderstood me so much for one or two things I have done. Something that was not done intentionally, or was done recklessly. Or worse, because of something somebody said.
But then I turned back, and reflect, and realised how many true friends I have, and I thank God. Perhaps, I am not the only one in this situation. Perhaps, I am indeed the most misunderstood person in the world. Perhaps, people hate me for who I am.
The thing is, does it matter? Does it matter that insignificant people in your life hates you, and then ruined your day, months, years and life when in actual fact, there are people; friends who will always be there for me, who accepts me for who I am, and love me for that.
Isn't it enough that I can get up in the morning, knowing that somewhere out there, I still have my family, my friends, and my lovely boyfriend? :) Then I thank God again :D
Perhaps, living everyday with that little love is sufficient for my happiness, and enough for me to smile each day and say, "I am indeed lucky." :D
I wanna thank the people below for the inspiration for this entry (nicknames):
Ani
BB
Becky
Cidon
Yon
Ling Neh
You Mei
Cngel
Cyun
Mom & Dad
Popo [get well soon :'(]
Ndo
Vendoy
I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH! :D
